Head. Meet wall.

Only now can I fully comprehend my stupidity. Argh...
Just don't quite know how to articulate myself. Maybe for once, I am actually lost for words.
Things really don't go the way you want them to go...
Shet, why am I so screwed up? Nothing to worry about, pick yourself up now and walk on, don't look back.
I really have to ask myself, why am I doing this to myself?
Somebody wake me up proper.