Monday, August 14, 2006

Uninspired

I think, if I'm not wrong, there was a time where I could just stare at the blogger entry template, and slowly but surely generate some nonsense or gem of an opinion in it , normally in the death of the night after a hard day's worth of school.
Nowadays, I can't even think of interesting nicknames for my MSN, let alone insightful entries about my messed up life. For that matter, I can't seem to muster up a worthwhile opinion about anything nowadays. There were times where I would rant and rave about how crappy mediacock is and how the voting system is flawed in Singapore Idol and how it undermines democracy in Singapore, but not anymore recently. No fire in my belly. It's tempting to blame the service for it, but although it is not the only contributing factor. Sure, while in service you're encouraged not to think creatively, only to regurgitate what previous people have done, and never questioning it. The word "Why?" was momentarily banned from my workplace at one point, and my superior would reply to it by saying "Because I said so." How's that for a convincing argument.
Still, it's more of my laziness to come up with an opinion. Maybe because I know that the best way to survive is just to quietly live out the time and go on to the greener pastures of life.
Oh well, just musing. Will be out of it soon.

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