Saturday, May 10, 2003

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy, baby
I can't live without you, tell me
What am I supposed to do about it?
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease

Lyrics from "Disease" by Matchbox Twenty

This song kinda reflects my personality in a sense. I know people know me more of a "xtra" guy, the nonsensical joker etc. The tagboard opposite is evidence of this.
I know the people who posted there and tried to talk to me to tell me to be less cocky, esp nick, have good intentions. I admit being nonsensical, cocky at times, and generally being the guy you would think twice about being friends with.
But to say that i don't treat my friends well, that's quite unfair, in my opinion. I'm sure people can vouch for me, but i don't think there is a need for that. I have always treated my friends well, and if you think you were treated unfairly by me, just tell me. I really dislike people who have issues with me but don't tell me. I know I am not the greatest person there is in the world, but I do make an effort to change.
I'm a capricorn, so I am supposed to have few friends, but all of them are very good friends. I must say I have very good friends, like the Guys, ex-classmates, weilin, larry, bing han etc. I don't really like socialising, and that's why sometimes i may dao you walking around school, cos i think you don't want to be disturbed by me.
Yeah, that's it. To sum it all up, I never believed in compromising my own "radical" beliefs to please others. But that doesn't mean I am a stubborn fool who refuses to change.

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